Now I know many people struggle with fertility and the longing for children.
However I do not. I really wonder what it would have been like to actually plan a pregnancy. Hence last night when I dreamed I was pregnant, and woke realizing it was all a dream, my relief was great. I thought the vasectomy would cure the fear. When the results of the sperm count came back zero perhaps I could have relaxed. I can't.
Just to be safe I think I need surgery.
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